When I was 15 I fell in love with a 25 year old. When my parents found out they cut off all ties to him and warned him to never contact me again. A few months later I get a text from him and we secretly continue our relationship. To give you a good idea we talked every single night for a year I remember pulling all nighters on school nights just because I was talking to him. Although after pretty much a year of that things got serious and I was scared of losing my "normal teen experience" and I also wasn't ready to give everything up for him. So I ended things. Now I am 17, and EVERYTHING reminds me of him. I cry almost every night. I'm scared of going places because there could be a chance I would see him. I have nightmares of him and I constantly shake when ever I think of him. I'm even in a relationship now that was ruined because I just can't feel anything. How do I get to be the girl I was at 15 before all of this. She was so innocent and happy. Is it possible to get over this?