Most Helpful Guy
" I broke up with him because i felt like he deserves someone that would love him as much as he loves them."
1. When guys hear that line, they want to hit something, or somebody. That is such a tremendous cop out.
2. Two years is a long time to keep him on the hook if you didn't want him.
3. All you can do is engage in some fearless self-examination and determine how you could have engaged in such behavior toward him. If, by any chance, you reconcile, it will be a brief reconciliation because he will never forget what you have done to him.
Most Helpful Girl
Hey there! I am in a somewhat similar situation, my ex and i dated for almost 3 years. I don't think i believed we would make it for long, she was pretty much the opposite of me in most ways. Anyway, i still feel similar to what you feel about your ex. I despise her for all the things and times she hurt me, but i also still love her. She was my first real love and she helped me grow as a person. I can't tell you 'what to do', but i think it's best for you both to go separate ways. A breakup is hard for both parties, and most humans tend to think a lot about 'what we've lost'. You're defently not alone in what you're feeling. I would advise you to try to find some kind of closure. Perhaps you could try to write down everything you're feeling, in a way to put words on your feelings? I hope you'll be able to move forward from this and take care!