i am a 16 years old girl that had this guy also my age. I gotten to love him but he was a little racial so I stop being his friend. But now from the pain I decided to not love a other guy for the rest of my life.
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It is hardly your choice to decide whom you shall love my dear. Each and every single heartbreak will hurt even more than the last and yet like a drug you will find it again and again. You for now feel betrayed and confused to the male mind. We are human and not as transparent as a pane of glass, no magazine or novel will truly hit the essence of the male perspective for every single male. It is a the pain that restricts you from trusting another now and that is true of woman friends and male friends as well. Though it is the pain of not having a companion that will lead you to find love again. There will be times when you love someone to the point of it hurting, there will be times when simply talking with someone will give you enough energy to run for ages. Your skin color has nothing to do with your heart and niether does your mind or past convinctions. If this single male cannot see past the surface color of your cheek to look into your eyes then for now he is a lost cause in the battle of ignorance. Let him swoon over the indian girls that will have him; you shall find someone who can see through you and look past any prejudice that envelops you. I mean not to undermind your authority into the affairs of love but such proclaimations as you have given up on an entire gender are simply things bred out of nonsense. Learn what you want from the world and learn what you can from it as well. In time it will know your presence in it and it will recipricate from your emotions with another person, male or female, who can enjoy you for you. I wish you luck in the department of love with the only variable being time. I hope you will heal your heart with the warmth of another than by trying to cardarize it and display the scar to those whom draw near.1