Never felt to sh1t about myself in a relationship as I do now?

Anonymous
i've been with this guy for 1.5 ish years and i do love him. But i've never felt this low about my self esteem as i do in this relationship. Its nothing he really does, its more what he doesn't do. Little things like I can't remember the last time i called me beautiful, or when he says love you before we hang up on the phone he sounds like someone has a gun to his head. I have low self esteem anyway, but its never ever been this bad. Its going to break us apart because all i do is compare myself to everybody, I accuse him because I know he'd rather be with someone else. F*ck :(
Never felt to sh1t about myself in a relationship as I do now?
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