I want him back, what next?

MY ex and I dated for awhile neither of us cheated but we both were disrespectful and couldn't let go of the past. We have decided we need space and we want to remain friends but we both had explained how much we love each other it's just too hard to continue on when we're both so angry and hurt, I know that I love him, I know what I need to do in order to fix my mistakes I've made in the relationship, I'm getting ready to leave on vacation Thursday and then moving into my new house the day I return, I've also ran across some of his belongings, I want him in my life and more than just friends because I know the mistakes I've been making... How do I handle this space and being his friend yet wanting to make this work?
I want him back, what next?
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