Most Helpful Girl
Dude chill how old are you really? There's no such thing as real friends or bff's.. humans come and go , some are going to use you , some will leave you because you converted to islam or became gay... if "friends" leave you during a time you needed them the most then why bother keeping them ! trust me you don't need such people.
However it's never to late to meet interesting people who you can have a good time with!
Not sure how you lost them but a good friend would stick to you no matter what.
right now just focus in getting mentally strong.. do something distracting such as watch a movie , work , study , sport etc.
join a penpal site like interpals. net and try meeting people from different cultures maybe you'll find someone interesting for you.
Most Helpful Guy
You're most welcome to message me, bud! I am usually lonely, and don't have anyone to talk to as well.