Most Helpful Guy
you sound like you've emotionally shut down. if you really loved him, then that is emotion.
talking to someone about your emotions may help... counselor, etc.. dfinitely take some time to heal before the next one. the more intimate you were, the more you need to heal and the more your emotions would have been wrapped up - typically.
Most Helpful Girl
Everyone deals with losses and situations differently. There's no wrong or right way to feel emotions. You just do. There's nothing wrong with you and no you are definitely not horrible!! With my last break up, I also felt empty for a while though I did cry initially a lot. So it was a mix for me. But realize that you are normal and that breaking up is a hard thing to do. Allow yourself to go through the phases and motions. I promise you that time will heal those wounds.