I crushed/infatuated/fell in love with a this really nice female coworker.
She broke my heart when she said we were just friends.
We are not not leaving the job anytime soon,
I am conflicted, because on one side I want to talk to her, be her friend, make her laugh... we have fun talking to each other... She is nice, sweet, funny, caring, I love her...
On the other side, I can only feel better if she is not in my life, ignoring her, staying away, limiting contact as much as possible and be emotionless towards her...
Is there a way we can talk without hurting me?
Do I just have to cut everything off with her?
I have been distant from her, but I just talked to her, made her smile and laugh and now I just feel hurt again. :(