But he's cut all contact, no friendship, told me to delete his number and ignores my texts that fight for him, unfollowed me on Instagram. Obviously I was devastated, we have been each other's rocks for years and loved each other deeply. He's a writer, and I noticed that he posted a new poetry piece for the first time in a long time. It was about me. I know because it had memories and things he said to me, but it's about fantasising about me, that I'm his weakness and he doesn't want his addiction to ever end.
Im extremely confused. He ended it, why is he writing this stuff? Does he still love me and just too insecure to be with me?