We were together for 2 years. He really loved me i belive. But now he goes abroad and he said he can not continue in a long distance relationship. I said i would wait him until his education is over but he said that it is impossible. I really dont understand. Everywhere i go reminds me of something about him. All of the pictures, toys, presents.. His love letters. I can not move on. There are people that want to date me but i always reject them eventhough 2 months have passed. He still texts me calling me cute and lovely. But we are not a couple anymore. He is not together with someone i always try to get information about him trough social media. I guess i am losing it. I can not stop crying. I can't forget the best memories we had. He was my first love, first kiss. I can not move on.