I came to terms with it, after when we finally are on good terms since he decided to fuck it up again, i gave up on the forgive and forget bullshit because no matter how positive i was, he ended up disappointing me again and again. I found out from mutual friends that i knew (if they just knew me and talked of me) that he used to date me. Why should he care? right? and if he sees me passing by he looks at me every single time! Just last week, i was walking on the way to an office on campus, we saw each other and i looked away ignoring him. Since that's what he wanted. right? from the corner of my eye, saw him approaching me. I fastened my pace and whipped out my phone.
Why? Why would someone do that even after saying they "want to cut all off". and he has a girlfriend of 6 months by the way, who he treats better than he did with me. He's more open about her and seems really committed.