Honestly I needed some answers to get my life back together, so please don't blame me. I wasn't sure if he was him or my ex Bff pretending to be him. I reminded myself " I don't care, it's over it was just a lesson not a blessing" I pray to god that I don't have to see them or run into them. I'm trying to find better people. People who will take me higher to success. They are just dragging me down because they are jealous. They are jealous of how god made me beautifully like a masterpiece like he knew what he was creating. They think i'm stupid and can fool me? Hahahah. Fool me once, shame on me. Fool me twice shame on you. Fool me three times, God knows what happens.
I can't even like someone because I can't feel anything because my heart is literally still broken. All it can do is beat 1000x per min. I might not love again. I'm not emotional. It's like this person made me into cold hearted that can't feel anything but pain but still a warm hearted that cherish people and cares. Suggestions on how to move on for good? Because I KNOW I deserve better than this. I did nothing but give free love away. I do feel other people's pain of what they're going through because I can empathize. If he thinks there is another chance with me he can back tf off. I had enough. No mas. I need to give other people chances. I hope you get the point now. I don't care how many opinions there is. I'm willing to read them all. Long or short. But I've been single for basically 24/7. I am okay with that because god has someone better for me when it's time. For now, I'm just enjoying my life while I can. :)