he's not good he's got too much money with too much time on his hands. he's always drunk. How do i let go of the good parts of him because im becoming more and more unhappy. i dont want to feel like an asshole and be sad and cry for months. I just accepted that he's never going to change and i would be happier alone but i hate to think how il be balling my eyes out. I can't take that emotional break up shit again. I want to feel like i won and i didn't loose everything.