I don't know why I am feeling like this. Recently talking to him makes me bored. I mean, I even don't want to text him and chat with him. But if we breakup I know I will feel depressed and sad. And I know I'm going to miss him so much.(I lived it before) I love the idea that he is next to me. What should I do? I feel really complicated and I think love shouldn't be this complicated. ?