I meet him online 4 years ago he lives in Ohio I live in Florida he flew me out to meet him. So I cheated I started to get skeptical if we were going to meet. So I told myself it's not cheating. I'm crazy in love with him and thoughts of him just make me so excited inside. When we met I tried to control my butterflies but I don't know how obvious it was. I was crazy about him when we first started talking I'm crazy about him 4 years later we never talk. :/ when I put to much detail no one responds. I need help what are things you do when you try to get over someone that makes you melt. I know he's never going to let me have him. If I saw him right now I'd probably run and hide because I feel like I'd get so excited I'd do something weird. I don't feel like I could verbally talk to him either.