Before i lashed out to him he sent a big paragraph basically saying "I don't think its right if we talk again". those words hurt especially when we had chemistry with one another.
It's been two months since then maybe more but I'm still torn about it all.
I sent a apology two months ago with a memory of the good times we had (thats what an exrecovery website said i should do, I don't know i just looked desperate for saying the stuff i said.)
I feel like I'm in the worst situation. Im humiliated to try and fix this shit but its not working out at all. he still has a grudge against me.
Mind you there was no cheating involved or anything that was that major. He's literally making me seem crazy for attempting to fix this. This blows
thanks for the help,