I'm so lost and in need of help?

Anonymous
I have been with my husband for a total of 13 years, married for 3. These past couple of years have been in my opinion, awful. First things first, he has a habit of trolling craigslist casual encounter ads. Even going so far as sending pics via email. I thought this was over until recently when he sent me a picture from one of the ads, claiming it was me. He claimed that his friends told him I post ads all the time. (Which I haven't) So, I emailed the woman in the ad and she gladly sent proof that it wasn't me in the pictures. Even after presenting him with this, he still tried forcing me into admitting it was me. When I confront him with anything that I don't like or feel is wrong, he always tells me it's because I'm crazy or because I must be getting ready to start me period. He makes me feels crazy. He says that I ask for too much when all I ask for (verbatim) is respect, empathy and compassion and that no one will ever make me happy. He's very selfish in that any decesion I make he is more concerned with how it will affect him more than anything else. I lovehim, but I'm not sure I am in love with him. We have two children together and I don't want to hurt them or him but I feel like if I have to keep telling him what I need from him and he doesn't think he should have to change, then I am only left with one option. I just feel so guilty for doing it... help.
I'm so lost and in need of help?
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