Okay, me and my boyfriend have been together for 6 years and we have a child together. we recently (may 2016) broke up for a month and me and my child actually moved out. We were arguing a lot more and fighting, he was leaving 24/7 and not compromising not with having friend time and family time. When we got back together I asked him if he had sex with anyone else and he told me no and I believed him I believed that after 6 years it was no way he could do that to me. One day he slipped up and told me that he had sex with 2 different girls all while I was still staying here (before I moved) and while he was having sex with me. Even though through the whole situation he was telling me we were working on our relationship and I was "single but not single" now we're together but I can't get it out of my head. he actually went to lengths of having the girl in the house when I left and recording them having sex that I saw I love him but I don't know what to do cause it's still hurting me?