What's wrong with me?

I can't seem to be satisfied by anybody. Every male who peaks my interest I strap them to my belt for later use. By later use I mean if all of my options fail except for one, I can focus all of my attention on that one. But like... I feel bad for playing these guys, but I eventually heard and hear through the grapevine how some of them are playing me. I don't know why that angers me, but it does. I like all of them, but I don't like just one enough to give up the rest. What's wrong with me? How do I go about getting rid of them all and starting over clean? What do I tell them? I just... need help, I don't know what to do
What's wrong with me?
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