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She's probably hurt. It's hard to look at someone who has caused you pain. I'm sure it must have been hard for her to watch you change and not know why or understand.
I'm glad that you seem to have worked on your drug problem. I hope you are getting the help you need for it.
The only thing you can do is try to repair the damage that's been done. Apologize to her and try to let her know why you were the way you were. Communicating this to her will help her to understand.