My ex and I went through a lot. I helped her out and was there for her while she had a dying parent. We were both there for each other and loved each other so very much. I made a stupid mistake by taking these anti-anxiety pills that i found in a room my sibling use to live in. I found a lot of them. Those pills changed me a lot. In a negative way. I wasn't behaving like my normal nice self. And I didn't realize how much I was changing. So we broke up. I didn't tell her about my drug addiction 9 months after we broke up. I was always too scared to tell her. We were on good terms after we broke up. And we were still on good terms after I told her about my drug addiction. She has a boyfriend now. And she never looks at me. Ever. I still love her a lot. And care bout her so much. I want us to be friends. Why does she not look at me or smile at me like she use to?
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She's probably hurt. It's hard to look at someone who has caused you pain. I'm sure it must have been hard for her to watch you change and not know why or understand.
I'm glad that you seem to have worked on your drug problem. I hope you are getting the help you need for it.
The only thing you can do is try to repair the damage that's been done. Apologize to her and try to let her know why you were the way you were. Communicating this to her will help her to understand.0