I was with my girlfriend for 11 months. We had a big fight, our first real one, and she could not forgive me, even after apologizing, giving her time, and trying to make it work. I guess she just lost interest from there. I still think about her a lot, but the door seems closed for good. Now, I am depressed and rethinking everything. Can someone give me advice to aid the depression I am in because of this?