So I just found out that my boyfriend of two years is really my first cousin. Apparently my grandad had more kids that werent with my grandmother and my dad had never met them. So his dad and my dad are half brothers. And we didn't find this out until a little while ago. Im sick to my stomach and my heart is broken but I just can't imagine being with anyone else. But everytime i look at him I just feel so awkward. We have done everything together we have been together since high school and we were so in love. And now we both can't even stand next to each other. We haven't officially broken up and I really dont want to lose him, but I dont think I can be with him anymore.