I know i have to get over it. I heard all this horrible stories since we broke up 2 months ago. I literally cried myself fucked up. So i saw him at a party Saturday with a girl thats really not as goid looking as i am. She looks a bit lesboe. And i looked amazing every guy there talked to me while he was standing there holding his lesbean. Anyway he couldnt keep his eyes off of me. My friend told my coysin he told her that he misses me a lot so i just thought bullshit! Cause whys he still holdung the lesboe? Anyway i enjoyed myself i looked happy and danced wuth everyone. I was basically tje hottest girl there. I got myself a sexy younger guy ( young dumb and full of cum) and then my ex disappeared. So i decided im downing a few drinks to get fucked to actually get the courage to show this guy a thing or 2 in bed. So i did it i felt so horrible the next day for a while untill my friend told me he had like 4 girls in the last 2 months. One was his ex, who is very beautiful so i dont know how he fucked her over.. the other one the lesboe, he pregnated one of his friends girlfriends. So im fucking disgusted i can't even imagine what the other girl looks like.. why the hell is he doing this? I want to make him super jealous i want to see him stress the way i did about fuck all and cry myself to death. I hope i hurt the shit out of him cause his mouth was literally open when he saw me at the party and every guy wanted me and i want to see him standing in front of me wanting me back. Then i would like to ask him why he had to fucking hurt me so much when he knew i was already hurt and he knew i was fucking so sad wbout loosing him. And then i want to tell him that i dont have space for him in my life because he's a fucking selfish slut and i hope he misses me everytime he looks at another girl with his wandering eyes. Fucking asshole. Does he miss me? Cause id like to show him how fuckib awesome it feels to be thrown away if you love someone so much.!!