But that's not all to make matters much worse there is another girl and I'll call her Bobby( hahaha). Bobby wasn't a druggie till recently and now she loves to brag about how cool the guy I love is.
Truly I don't get jealous and it really wouldn't bug me if he dated a girl that wasn't me. But if she dares hurt him in any way she's so dead. My other best friend (girl) is actually jealous for me she thinks he would be so much better with me and I agree.
I'm afraid I'll meet another guy and then the guy I love will get all mad because he lost his chance with me and I really don't want to hurt him.
But then every day I have to force myself to believe he care about me. Me and him used to be so close. I'm so afraid to talk to him and it's so impossible to get him sober and alone. What should I do! I'm so stuck!