My boyfriend and I go through our ups and down a lot like every relationship, but more than expected. We argue a lot and go days without speaking. He told me over text that he hates that he loves me and that he wish he didn't. Whenever we break up, he always come running to me in a few days and I accept him back because I truly do love him (but he has done fuck up shit to me that I can't let go, like cheat... all while 100% faithful). I asked him why do you keep fighting for a person who is 'bad' since he says all I do is give him sex and nothing more? And he tells me he doesn't know why and why he does or why he feels that way. How can you not know why you feel a certain why? And why does he tells me he hates that he loves me?