I'm over my ex-boyfriend from a year ago but he still sometimes gets into my thoughts and I don't know why. From my experience with him, I'm more afraid around particular types of guys who are similar to him and I'm definitely more afraid of getting hurt in a relationship. I feel like all guys lie, cheat, and have no care in the world for the girl they pretend to care about. I feel so confused when a guy expresses interest in me and I get defensive even when a guy gives me a compliment. I feel like it always means something else. I doubt myself a lot too and put myself down more lately than a year ago, and I feel like it's because of him. I feel like I will never find the right guy.