Most Helpful Girl
You sound so sweet and you deserve better because she shouldn't treat you like a thing to just through away.😡 Personally even though you love her let her go boo she's not the one. Maybe you like her body and looks but it's on the inside that counts and what I heard through your story it doesn't sound like she has a very goo inside.😓
Most Helpful Guy
Don't be sad, you're dealing with a girl sees herself as a contract to other people and you should know that... soon or later she'll fall apart fast.
don't worry, what happened not because you're unlucky, but you can't add days to your life with that girl, but I'm sure you can add more life to your days without her.
be brave and start the break up... wherever you are in your life and no matter what happened, don't underestimate your worth or blaming yourself... just stop searching for happiness in her, your satisfaction not in her... but in you.