- Give up she's gone.
- Hold out, give it time!
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I'm really sorry for the pain you're going through :'( . I know how it feels to be rejected by someone you love. But from what you've said, I think she's gone. Not because of what you did after she broke up with you; but I think to end a 3 year relationship she must have thought it through pretty thoroughly and been serious.
I know it's no use to you to hear that you'll heal with time right now, because it hurts now, you need to feel better now :( . But it's all anyone can really say :( . You won't feel this way forever, and you will love and be loved again.
Try and take care of yourself, I know it's hard. Vent online some more or write down how you feel. Hopefully you have people irl who will listen to you and support you and give you hugs too. <3