Will I ever love anyone else?

I feel in love with a guy over a year ago and we still keep in touch, he dumped me but he acts like we are still together, last night I got drunk and slept with him and this morning it occurred to me that as long as we have this fucked up dynamic I'll never meet anyone else, but I don't know if I can just let him go. The idea of never speaking to him again kills me what if I let him go and I never meet anyone who I love half as much as him I don't know what to do
Will I ever love anyone else?
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