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Just stop. The back and forth and the fights and the begging, it's over. She doesn't want to be with you, she just wants to know you're there sometimes so she can use you as an emotional crutch, and you shouldn't be begging or blaming her but the emotional damage is done. Neither of you will move on while you're talking. Realize that and see you're just dragging out the pain. The decision is made, stick with it and stop interacting, it's not helpful or healthy. Regardless of whether she feels regret or sad, she isn't saying yes to dating again is she? So accept that and move on because you aren't helping her either by jumping to her every beckon. She needs to sort herself out, you both do, by yourselves.