Finally he leaves and then tells me that he doesn't wanna work out this LDR. He got attached to me and towards the last days of his stay it reminded him of his last relationship and how difficult it was. More excuses left and right that he's at a dark place and dealing with depression. However, he wants to remain in contact with me because I'm an amazing person and if we don't end up together, to at least remain as friends but ideally it's not what he wants. Wtf?
I couldn't handle the pain and the rejection, I told him it's best we just not even talk. He said he respects it and understands and wishes me the best.
Anyone else thinks he played with my emotions? Why come here in the US, he knew this was going to be an LDR? But then he tells me he got attached, if so, then why not work this out if he really wants me like what he said he did when coming here? Is it really the LDR? Or are these excuses as a way out he just played with my emotions and then bounced
I'm going crazy. Help!