Things aren't working out between him and i. Its only a matter of time before he hurts me again. I've never felt so depressed in my life. Ever since he came around its been nothing but games. I do love him and care about him but i need to choose myself again. But im not strong enough to let him go. I need advice. I dont know what to do. He always comes back to me. I dont know how to be strong anymore. I already am depressed but i also deal with worrying about him hurting me, him actually hurting me, family drama, school. I dont have friends anymore. I feel like im reaching my breaking point. I care about him but he isn't serious about me. I don't know what to do. I feel ashamed of how weak i am considering how strong i used to be. What should i say to him? I dont wanna lose him forever but right now im not feeling it. He is the only person i can't seem to cut off. Sorry if this seems crazy.