Last Saturday he broke up with me and was completely set on his decision. I begged and pleaded asking him to give us another chance. Eventually he left saying, "I still want you and I'm going to miss you, but I have to go." I feel devastated. I immediately deleted his number and took him off all social media platforms. A few hours later he wrote me via Snapchat saying, "I regret this already. I'm so sorry." A few minutes later on facebook saying, "I just need some time to think this over. I made my decision while being too emotional. Please understand." I feel like he already made his decision, but just does not want to come to turns with it. Am just waiting for him to break up with me a second time?
I am currently living in France and after one month of being here I met him. He was patient with the language barrier, was caring, often wanted to together. As months passed I got worrisome and clingy. Each time we went out to a bar with him and his friends I ruined the night as I ended up drunk and in tears. I accused him of using me. When he would take 5 hours to reply I would start petty arguments. I would constantly asked, "Do you still want to be together?" After a while he started pushing our plans to other dates because something came up. I know for a fact that he was not cheating on me. He proudly introduced me to all his loved ones/never hid the fact that we were together. But he got tired of my accusations.
Last Saturday I told him for the 3rd time I felt neglected as he would take hours to reply to me or cancel plans. This time he broke up with me. He told me that he felt unappreciated/not enough.
Do I need to avoid texting him? Should I take him off all social media?