I'm so conflicted my ex broke up with my almost a year ago. I still have feelings though. I don't know if I purely miss the friendship or romance or both. I wish it was so easy and I could just get over him but I can't. After the break up we meet up a month later then had NC for months before meeting in the fall initiated by him. I haven't heard from him since then other than a quick convo via text in December. I really don't want to do. He said he wanted to be friends and i really believe he meant it. When we met up It was great and much better than I expected it to go. It's like no time had passed and I kept it very cool (i didn't say I missed him or anything drastic like that) he did say he missed hanging out and I agreed. Miss him in my life but I don't want to be so vulernable. Any advice what to do? Why would he suggest meeting up then I haven't really heard from him since? I have a good read on situations most of the time and i believed he enjoyed himself that night.