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Sounds like you just made his worst nightmare come true.
First you both need to go see a relationship counselor. The only way to get him back, if he even wants you back, is to endure that guilt for a long time, probably many many months. Then when he is genuinely ready to actually open up and be vulnerable to you again you will feel more guilt and pain then you have ever felt in your life and if you don't he will reject you. Then you will finally be at a point where you can start working towards forgiveness, then after a while you can begin to work on the problems in your relationship.
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