i should probably mention that i'm in a long distance relationship and i've never met my boyfriend but we're always trying to make plans. thats the part which makes this so difficult for me - should i stay with him or 'live life to the fullest while i can' like all my friends tell me and go after the other guy? ):
i'm supposed to meet this other guy sometime next week to hang out/find out if the things i'm feeling are real or whatever but since i decided it would be better if i was honest with my boyfriend, i told him that i may have slight feelings for another guy which of course, has left him feeling very down. he told me that if i choose the other guy that it could be the end of us forever as he might never come back and i don't want things to end on bad terms with him. we're super close, we talk about everything and he really really cares about me. so this whole thing has been breaking my heart.
but at the same time, i could actually spend time with the other guy irl on an almost daily basis (rather than having to wait 3-4 years for that with my boyfriend) which all my friends and family say would be better for me.
so unfortunately i'm stuck in this choosing situation which is just horrible. i'm absolutely torn and need all the advice i can get.. thank you