I was very surprised for her answer. Coz for me, when I glanced at her once she looked down n walk away. Then I added," u know how I am, I cared for u.. - I apologise if smthg gone wrong.." I know I haven't touched her sexually. Even if I was attracted to her, I know can't do a thg to her. Then she said "u can still text me".. Of course I never text her when she is home.. N i told her to delete all our texts.. Coz I don't want her to get Problems. I noticed one thing, as she is happy.. My apology didn't mean Anythg to her. She didn't bother.. She knows how I am.. I also texted her "I am sincerely very happy for her.." that's true. I knw she is keeping this friendship. She is open n understandable. This is what i appreciate with her..
On the other hand, I do feel sad because it reminds me of when I was with my ex girlfriend. The way I am with this one, I was similar with ma ex. But I truly loved her because of the personality n character n was understanding. She would b a gd listener.. The mmt my ex girlfriend got married, she invited for her wedding. I refused to go because we r both sentimental. I didn't have money to buy her gift or buy a new pants n shirt to attend wedding. It's me who is to b blamed. Well i worked part time nt earning big money as was student.
When I look for a girl to settle I look for their personality, characters, how easy they can connect n talk to people n if they like family.. Unfortunately till now I hv met short fat girls which isn't my type or when they meet me they feel complexed coz am tall n skinny..
Don't know what to do to fix this.