We dated for 3 months and broke up on March 7 (about a month ago). I can't stop thinking about him and even see him in my dreams. We had a nasty breakup as he was the one who broke up with me. It was for a silly reason like my medication and an outburst I had just once. He said he still wanted to be friends but it's hard to believe that when he won't even look me in the eye and won't talking to me anymore than 20 seconds about nonsense stuff. He's in my group of friends and I play D&D with him and a few others every week. I stopped talking to him because I was worried I was going to say something stupid. I have severe depression and anxiety and I know it's showing. I so badly want to get back together with him but in the meantime, how do I get over, make him want me back and show him that my life is even better now that he's gone?