I know it's petty but I wonder if I should let him see me looking good and living life without him. Not gonna like I hope he sees it and knows he let a good one go. But he might not think that I don't know. Just wondering if I let him see me it might make him miss me. Instead of having him not see anything I do? I know all the reasons why it's dumb but I'm being truthful I want him to miss me.