Anyway its been 5 days since we last spoke and I haven't spoken to him and he hasn't spoken to me. I feel that even though I said I would not message him that maybe I should just to be the bigger person and just give myself some closure and show that I do care. Or should I not message him?
I do miss him loads and do love him but its just so hard and I don't know whether to be mature and send one message or just leave it all together? Thoughts please