I'm starting think this is true but I'm trying to figure out what the reason for this is. I've called off an engagement just recently because I cannot get this crush out of my head. If I had been truly happy with my fiance then no guy would have held my attention like my crush. I'm wondering why I'm so drawn to my crush. He jokes around with me some but that's all the further it's gone. I know a lot of girls would love to date him. He's older and divorced with a few kids. I've never been married and have no kids.