I proposed to her anyway, and she accepted, but wanted to wait until she got back to make it official. I even pitched in to pay for her mission, and also bought her all new luggage for her mission.
Towards the time she was about to leave. She stopped telling me she loved me, and wouldn't talk to me as much. She then told me that she'd never marry me because she had gone through the LDS temple.
She didn't even say goodbye.
She sent me a few emails two months later with a small apology some hurtfull things.
She then sent me her book of Mormon and a crappy goodbye letter. Saying God told her not to be in my life anymore and that I needed the book to find happiness.
I sent her a goodbye letter saying how heartbroken and everything I was, and sent the book, all of our pictures, and her notes/letters to me back to her parents house.
I'm still hurting. She doesn't even see that what she did was wrong.
Anyway my idea was, I got into a serious accident before she left and I needed surgery that is very risky due to the damage.
She had requested one of my friends to tell her if I had passed away in the surgery.
So, I'd make a fake email of one of my friends and inform her of my passing, despite being alive and getting through the surgery.
Delete my Facebook so her family can't counter the story.
So she feels all that pain after what she did to me. Because I don't know where she is at to express my displeasure to her.
I know I need to move on.
But she has hurt me so many times for selfish things, and she has crushed my heart.
Any alternative ideas are welcome.