I'm so confused?

So my ex-ldr from another country broke up with me on mother's day, after purposely starting a fight with me because he didn't know how to say that he realized a month before, he didn't know what love is.. He knew I loved poems and wrote one saying that he didn't know what love is and that distance could have killed his love too.. He blocked me on Skype and FB and told me to block him on kik, I told him I couldn't and for him to block me, he said that he wasn't able to completely shut me out, I mean, he said he feels something deep for me, but isn't sure it's love.. Then what the hell is it? we are still friends.. He was still having a decent conversation with me, he talks to me on kik, which isn't much since he never responds to his phone, why? I'm so confused.. :/ we were doing good, we talked on Skype everyday, we slept together over Skype.. I would constantly ask him, if we were okay and he would constantly tell me, "love you" and "mwah".. One day I woke up to him fapping and then I heard mouse clicking, was that a sign, things were bad?

1st pic-a poem from before the break up
2nd pic-poem during break up..
3rd pic-translation of poem
I'm so confused?
I'm so confused?
I'm so confused?
I'm so confused?
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