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First of all Don't watch "13 reasons why"
Secondly, remember that it's just a phase and you have to be strong. -What you are going through is a lot, and you are a very sweet and sensitive girl, but you should know that it will all build your personality and get you to be tougher. You can't grow without suffering. but you can suffer without growing, depends on how you handle it. just be patient and strong and you will get through this I promise!! just make a picture of you after 5 or 7 years and see how you wanna be at that time, keep it always in your mind so you subconsciously work for it.
Am so sorry that you are this hurt. I really am but you can get through this I promise..
Here's my account if you wanna talk and have a friend to lean on! I can help you feel better whenever you want to.