I may have to go and see a doctor because of all this confusion, I have started to forget simple things like taking my keys with me. I came in drunk two nites ago and when I woke up the next morning I noticed that I had kicked my door. Now, I have to wait 4 weeks to get paid for someone to come out and fix it. This is how bad things are getting for me. I just want to give up sometimes and leave the house and just go live back at my moms if she will let me there. My electric bill is due soon as well, and it looks like I won’t be able to pay, this is all his fault running to a sleazy woman and leaving me to pay everything. Some love this was. Love don’t pay for nothing. And now I feel that love just takes everything away and leaves a mess. I never really did well in school and maybe this is why I always pick the wrong guys, they always seen me coming and just took advantage, and there’s silly old me in love with them.
I sleep now. When we shared a bed his arms would be all over me and he would snore and roll over just as I am about to fall off to sleep.
Most Helpful Guy
i don't really know where to start so... is it a rented house or did you buy it or what? but i would get out of that house since it seems like you cannot afford all the bills that come with it + it holds a lot of memories. i would call over a friend or a few friends just to get together and have someone to talk with. i don't suggest getting a pet because if a man learns the reason why you got a pet it might make him rethink about you and him (if that makes any sense). talking to a doctor/psychiatrist can always help it will never hurt.
Most Helpful Girl
I'm assuming he paid part of the bills? I would suggest seeing a Dr and downsizing your house.