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Girl if you are actually suicidal and not just being melodramatic then you need a therapist, not a shitty boyfriend. Seriously either talk to your parents and get help or cut the shit: this guy doesn't give a damn about you and he cheated on you. Move on. No one needs someone like that in their lives.
But seriously if a simple breakup makes you wanna kill yourself you need to toughen up now chickie because it's only going to get tougher from here.