So I broke up with my long distance boyfriend because I was a mad because I thought he was unhappy and didn’t like talking to me anymore. Like i thought he was avoiding me and it turns out he got a job which is why he couldn't really talk which I didn't find out till after I broke up with him. I felt like something was always wrong but I think it's because I didn't know how to interpret the statement since I couldn't read his facial expressions or body language. I still love him and feel bad for making him put up with me and my paranoia and insecurities. I'm not sure if I thought the break up thing through and I want him back but I don't know if the break up was a good or bad choice. I'm honestly surprised that he wasn't upset and still talked to me after that. I don't know if I should ask him out again or let it be so he doesn't have to go through this again. Everything is kind of calm yet awkward at the same time.