What should I do?

So I broke up with my long distance boyfriend because I was a mad because I thought he was unhappy and didn’t like talking to me anymore. Like i thought he was avoiding me and it turns out he got a job which is why he couldn't really talk which I didn't find out till after I broke up with him. I felt like something was always wrong but I think it's because I didn't know how to interpret the statement since I couldn't read his facial expressions or body language. I still love him and feel bad for making him put up with me and my paranoia and insecurities. I'm not sure if I thought the break up thing through and I want him back but I don't know if the break up was a good or bad choice. I'm honestly surprised that he wasn't upset and still talked to me after that. I don't know if I should ask him out again or let it be so he doesn't have to go through this again. Everything is kind of calm yet awkward at the same time.
What should I do?
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