Is it bad if I am addicted to a guy?

There's a guy we met online, ( here on GaG) and I really really love him. We have talked for almost a year. He supported me, cheered me up and he was like. We both was introverted and we had the same interest. We could understand each other and he helped a lot to me. I can tell that we had a good connection. He was my closest friend (and the only one). I could tell him anything. But we got too close, and I didn't want that because I knew that we can never meet, so it was enough for me and I pushed him away. I let him go, because I know that this is better for him. Now I really really miss him. Will I forget him or is it just because I am lonely?
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I've already cried my heart out.
Is it bad if I am addicted to a guy?
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