Most Helpful Girl
You're almost there if it's every night.. the more you drink your liver will get used to it and you'll crave more.. you need to become more proactive in your life and be round many people because loneliness does kill
Most Helpful Guy
Sounds like you are already. Breakups are never easy, being alone can suck, specially after a 4 year relationship, I think you should look for help, start with friends and family, go out with them, spend time with them, help them in any way you can, doing this you will help yourself, and you rely less and less on alcohol.