"Ok i understand that you don't want to talk to me and i wish i told you this in person a while ago when we were spending a lot of time together, but please just read this. You are the most amazing most beautiful girl i have ever met, and since the first time i saw you there hasn't been one second where i haven't thought about you. I am so sorry because i feel like we were actually getting close before we went out and i wanted to make it such a special night but i was so nervouse i couldn't even think straight. I keep replaying that night in my head and getting so mad at myself because i ruined everything. I wish we could have done stuff together this summer. I am so happy that i was able to look at your beautiful green eyes and your perfect smile that makes everything stop those few weeks that we were around eachother. I hope that we can do something together or talk before summer is over."
I guess i'm just wondering if this would possibly help get things back to the way they were and help her like me again, or if it is just a horrible idea and will make her think i'm a loser?